The Merapi Eruption “Let’s get away from it” vs “Just deal with it”

“Doesn’t’ it better for you when you come to Bandung immediately?”

That’s what Icha-a cousin of my friend in my boarding house said when she heard about the Merapi eruption. When Merapi erupted in late October 2010, there are many things happened at Yogyakarta. The pyroclastic flow, the earthquakes, the lava floods, the ash rains…all of that were just the small things that happened because of the eruption. It was undeniable that all of that were dangerous and could take hundreds of lives in a matter of seconds.

Second Chance part3

The sound of the alarm from the clock beside Woohyun woke the handsome man up from his deep slumber. He yawned and stretched himself for several moments before walked out from his bed and walked towards his desk at the bedroom and picked out a photo frame.

A photo of him and Seokyung that smiled happily in their school’s music room at their graduation day.

Their high school’s music room held so many sweet memories of him and Seokyung. There, both of them met each other for the first time. There, both of them spent so many times together. And there…was the place where they became lovers, the place where Woohyun confessed his love for Seokyung.

Second Chance part2

Dark…

Where was he? Why he couldn’t see anything? What happened here?

Woohyun looked around warily when he realized that he was in a strange, dark place now. The place where he was stood now was so dark, to the point that he couldn’t see anything at all. He didn’t know why, but this darkness made him uneasy, made him…scared.

Suddenly Woohyun saw a light in front of him. Without another thought, the handsome black haired man ran towards the light, felt satisfied and relieved that at least there was a place where he could see a light. He didn’t need a long time to arrive at the light that he saw and when he arrived there, Woohyun immediately froze.

He saw a girl, a cute girl to be exact. The cute girl has tiny eyes, chubby cheeks, dark brown hair that flowed down her shoulder, and white fair skin that made her looked so beautiful and perfect. For Woohyun, he really felt that he saw angel in front of him. The girl sat at the white snowy ground, stared to something unknown in front of her.

And Woohyun knew...

Winter Promise

Suasana musim dingin sangat terasa di malam yang sunyi itu. Salju berjatuhan dari langit malam yang gelap. Butir-butir salju itu seolah-olah berdansa dengan lembut saat mereka berjatuhan dari langit, diterbangkan oleh angin yang berhembus dari waktu ke waktu. Alunan musik lembut terdengar di dalam café yang didominasi warna putih itu. Seorang gadis berambut hitam pendek dengan pita berwarna putih yang menghiasi rambutnya duduk di sebuah kursi di sudut café itu. Matanya mengamati orang-orang yang berlalu lalang dari balik jendela kaca besar yang memisahkan dirinya yang berada di dalam café dengan orang-orang yang berada di luar café itu. Sebuah senyum lembut tersungging di bibirnya saat dia melihat beberapa pasangan kekasih yang saling berpelukan atau sekedar bergandengan tangan di luar café itu, mengingat kalau sebentar lagi dia juga akan merasakan perasaan yang sekilas kedengaran tidak berarti tapi begitu membahagiakan…perasaan bahagia karena bisa bersama dengan seseorang yang sudah tidak ditemuinya selama beberapa waktu. 

Suasana musim dingin empat tahun yang lalu adalah suasana yang sangat meresahkan untuknya. Saat itu dia selalu bertanya kenapa dia bisa melakukan hal seperti ini? Kenapa dia…ingin menunggu kedatangan lelaki itu kembali? Perasaan resah saat ditinggalkan bukanlah perasaan yang membahagiakan, apalagi sesuatu yang sangat ingin dia rasakan. Apa bagusnya ditinggalkan? Apa ada hal yang membahagiakan dari perasaan seseorang yang ditinggalkan? Tidak. Tidak ada yang menyenangkan. Tidak ada yang membahagiakan. Dan jelas…itu bukanlah perasaan yang ingin dia rasakan…apalagi untuk waktu selama empat tahun.

We Will Be Together Forever part1

 Cast: Cho Kyuhyun (Super Junior)

        : Seo Joohyun/Seohyun (Girls' Generation/SNSD)

        :And other cast

      

Disclaimer: Semua nama idol yang ada di fanfic ini bukan milik saya. Mereka terikat kontrak dengan agensi mereka masing-masing dan merupakan milik orangtua, keluarga, fans mereka masing-masing, dan Tuhan YME. Saya hanya meminjam nama mereka dan menggunakannya sebagai karakter di fic ini.

I hope you enjoy ^^

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“Hihihi….”

Suara tawa hambar tanpa emosi itu bergaung di rumah besar yang kosong itu. Di sebuah ruangan besar yang didominasi oleh warna putih, seorang namja berambut cokelat duduk di tepi ranjang. Sebuah seringai kegilaan tersungging di wajahnya. Tangannya menggenggam erat sebuah pisau dapur, yang kini telah berhiaskan warna merah darah yang berasal dari goresan-goresan panjang merah darah di tangan pucat namja itu.

Namja berambut cokelat yang bernama Lee Kyuhyun itu kembali tertawa geli, sebuah tawa geli yang sebenarnya malah terkesan begitu dingin dan seram saat dia menggoreskan pisau yang dipegangnya ke tangannya sekali lagi, menambah jumlah goresan berdarah di tangannya yang kini sudah penuh dengan aliran darah yang mengalir bagaikan sungai. Bola mata hitam yang terlihat kosong dan suram itu memandang kagum pada aliran-aliran cairan darah yang mengalir di tangannya itu. Kyuhyun segera membawa tangannya ke mulutnya dan menjilat darahnya sendiri, tersenyum saat merasakan rasa metal darah yang mengalir di tangannya.

Ya, Kyuhyun suka sekali merasakan rasa darahnya yang terasa begitu pahit di lidahnya itu. Dia suka melihat goresan-goresan pisau di tangannya itu. Indah…dia merasa warna merah yang berpadu dengan warna putih tangannya itu begitu indah. Kyuhyun memandang ke hadapannya, ke arah cermin yang berada di hadapannya. Dia kembali tersenyum saat dia melihat penampilannya yang sudah begitu hancur-hancuran, seperti orang yang tak punya tujuan hidup, seperti orang gila yang tak mengerti apa-apa….

Oh, bukan seperti…dia memang sudah gila….

Dia sudah gila sejak dongsaeng kesayangannya, sejak Lee Seohyun, dongsaeng tercintanya itu meninggalkannya, untuk pergi dan berbahagia bersama orang lain.

Second Chance part1

 Based from JYJ’s  song and MV-In Heaven

Cast: Kim Seokyung (OC)

       : Nam Woohyun (Infinite)

Dislclaimer: Every Idol or song that I used in this fanfiction are not mine. They are sign a contract with their agency, and is his/her parents', families', their fans', and The Almighty God. I just borrow their name to make this fanfic ^^.

I hope you enjoy

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“I am just asking you to spend a little more time with me! Is it too difficult for you? For God’s sake, Woohyun! You seem to avoid me all week!”

“I am sorry, Kyu-noona, but can’t you understand my condition now? I am busy! This is my first time to be the leader of the meeting! It must be perfect! I promise to you that I will make it up to you once it is done.”

“Bullshit!” Seokyung screamed. “Don’t you care about me at all? Are you not afraid that I will leave you because your ignorance to me, Nam Woohyun-ssi?”

And that was the last straw for Woohyun.

“Fine!” he also screamed to Seokyung, made the brown haired girl startled and became silent immediately. “If you want to leave me, leave me then! I am tired with you, Kim Seokyung! Now it’s up to you, whether you want to leave me, go die, or whatever you want to do, I don’t care about it anymore!”

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Graduation Day Romance

Cast: Lee Jihyun (OC)

       :Kim Myungsoo (Infinite)

Dislclaimer: Every Idol that I used in this fanfiction are not mine. They are sign a contract with their agency, and is his/her parents', families', their fans', and The Almighty God. I just borrow their name to make this fanfic ^^.

I hope you enjoy

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Three years together…so many beautiful and precious memories happened between you and me. To be honest…I don’t want all of that to be just mere memories, that can only happen in the past, be remembered at the present, and then be forgotten at the future. I want it to be happen again and again…even after this graduation day.

-Jihyun-

I have a dream that I want to pursue since I was a child. But now…after spent these last three years with you, I start to forget that dream. My dream now is to be forever with you, even if I must forget my dream to make it happen.

-Myungsoo-

The Twisted Side of The Mirror

(This is my conversation with the tree at Monday March 11 2013. Since my conversation turns kinda heavy and depressing (I am really sorry sir, but really, I cannot make any conversation that is not depressing, I kinda too wrapped up in another fiction story that I write at that time) I make it into a fiction story using my favorite character from a comic book. Alice (the one with the white hair and dress) is me and Alyss (the one with the black hair and dress) is the tree that I talked to at Monday)

Hope all of you who read this will enjoy it ^^

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Alice laid at her room with a blank stares, a stares that said she didn’t want nor wish to live. Her long white hair spilled over the black marbles floor, gave an ethereal feeling to anyone who see it.  With the long white dress, a dress that covered by the purity of the angel’s wings, she looks so beautiful…so untouchable…so unattainable…. 

At the first glance, she looks so much like an angel…

Alice rolled until she was laid at her back, looked blankly at her ceiling. She raised her hand, like wanted to reach the sky that was above her with her hand.

“You look so mighty there, stand up proudly on your own” Alice muttered to herself to the sky above her. “Do you ever feel lonely at all?”

“What is being lonely means to you ? What is loneliness means?” a voice suddenly heard at the eerie silence that hung around the room. “Do you have something that bothers you?”

My Life Experiences Until I can become a Student Here

All along in my life, I like to consider myself as normal, it means that there are nothing unusual and weird about my life, whether it is about myself or what happened all along my life. It is normal, peaceful life. Everything is ordinary.

I born in hospital, like many other babies in this world are. I also normal, meaning I don’t have any sixth sense or anything unusual to make me considered as an indigo. My parents are normal, not too rich, not too poor either, background family is normal (except I have two younger cousins that can be considered as an indigo because they can see ‘ghosts’ but they are not me, so let’s not focused on that). My educational background is normal too, I don’t have any pressure from my family to go their way, I free to choose my own ways for my education, except in the religious field, they chose Islamic-private school in my hometown for my elementary and junior high school (for my senior I can go to public school). So…there is nothing unusual to describe me and my life experience. If there is one thing that can be considered unusual in my family…it is the tendency to choose Universitas Gadjah Mada as the university we must go.

In my family, there is one rule that applied to any child in the family, it is that they must go to study at Universitas Gadjah Mada when we graduate from high school. Not believe it? But it is real! My parents, my uncles, all my cousins, all of them had been graduated from here (different faculty of course but all of them graduate from Universitas Gadjah Mada) because of that since I was a child I had been told that if I can go here and I have a requirement for this university, I must go here. So…that’s why I choose Universitas Gadjah Mada at my university (it is kind of like an obligation, right? But believe me, I go here in my own free will).